And then you believe that anything can happen and change the way the future looks, in the blink of an eye. well, in my case, in a night of good slumber i wake up to my landline ringing...it was M. She had a job offer for me, well not a job per say, an assignment. i HAD to accept, my groggy voice automatically perked up and i was to go visit the client in an hours time. And its funny because i was sighing and complaining just the night before that i wanted a job badly...don't know who to thank, but i softly thanked many whom i think had a hand ! :)

now i am tensed and worried that i need to pull my act together and submit some cracker material so they keep me in mind for future work. if it gets approved, ill put it up on this blog.

Oh and todays diwali ! happy diwali! though im not fully excited as yet, S has still not called and that's annoyed me, but im looking forward to a night of fake star and cracker gazing and hopefully some alcohol with friends i want to meet.

its hard to write in a blog when your on a holiday, currently its been full of house visits to deliver sweets for diwali. this year we've been gifted MORE chocolates...ive also noticed, the quantity has reduced and people are paying attention more to the packaging...its funny in a way, but i have nice boxes to keep after the weight has been gained and chocolates finished.

im thinking i need to pay more attention to my writing skills, it has been catching dust and cobwebs, currently writing what i feel and i dont feel the need to correct grammar or spelling errors...

i didnt write about the BIG incident because im so tired of narrating it to the entire world already, im also wondering if its going to be harder to get used to going back there...im thinking of taking sleeping pills back...

its a dark thought, but it has petrified me.